PODCAST TRANSCRIPT
Welcome to episode 16 of the Light Her
Project podcast, Real Women.
With real talk.
I'm Rachel Strella.
and I'm Vixen Divine.
Thank you so much for tuning in today.
Today's topic is tackling an adult bully.
They're out there.
We usually start by talking about our
personal experiences.
So let's discuss our history with adult
bullying.
For me, I've experienced several instances
of bullying from other adults.
One that sticks out in my mind is
work-related.
So my company, we serve a lot of different
clients.
We have one with several different
contacts at their organization.
I'm not sure if this gal just didn't like
me or she felt threatened by me.
but she would undermine me a lot.
She would go to other folks in the company
and tell them things that she disagreed
with as it relates to our work.
Instead of just talking to me directly, I
would hear from a third party that she was upset.
And when I tried to talk to her about it
directly, she would just ignore me or
brush me off.
Whenever we have our monthly meetings with
our customers, we ask for feedback, how are things going?
You know?
She never said anything.
So it was disheartening to find out that
she would talk about us, you're behind our back.
And she would politic with other people
over there too.
And some of them would be reluctant to
work with us.
I find that a lot of women are passive
aggressive when it comes to bullying like that.
And in my scenario where I'm a remote
contractor, it makes it so much harder
because I can’t just walk
right up to that
person and confront them, they can easily
hide and keep me at bay.
That’s what she’s
counting on.
Yeah.
That is exactly what she's counting on.
Yes, my experience is actually not work
related, but, oh, well, you know, I do
have one that's work related.
So I'll just go with what you're saying.
I've had, and it's coincidental, could
have been a woman, I guess, in the same
scenario, but it was a man who tried to
bully me with their positions.
As I'm relating in this instance, I'm a
massage therapist that day.
I'm doing massage therapy in that
instance.
And because even though massage therapists
take certain education to do that, I think
a lot of jobs take certain education.
And I will get particularly doctors who
will try to...
try to bully me, like tell me basically, I
don't know what I'm talking about and you
know that sort of thing.
So I really have to stay on my ground and
let them know that I am, I am in this
room, I am the one that you listen to.
So I have to stand up to that and I've
learned to do that quite well actually.
But yeah, I get that where and I still get
that where and I don't know if it is
because it's men but it generally...
is men when I'm in a environment, because
in my practice I serve only women, but I
have been in practices where we serve, you
know, everybody doesn't matter, but it's
only been men that have been trying to
bully me like, you don't know what you're
talking about, like, shut up.
And I'm like, oh no no, not here, not now,
not ever.
Interesting.
I've read a lot of cases where superiors,
you know, can easily bully their
subordinates, you know, and that makes
sense.
But why would somebody feel threatened by
you?
Like, that's what I don't understand.
You're just there to do a job.
Why would a doctor feel the need to bully
you?
It doesn't make any sense to me.
Well, they feel, I don't know if you
remember, remember I talked about that middle money?
Yes!
Okay, so for those who are listening, who
have not listened to previous podcasts, go
listen to previous podcasts.
But middle money, I think that's what
that's about.
They try to make other people feel small.
We're all in the medical field, these,
we're all in the medical field, but I am at a lower position
than they are, so they're trying to make
me feel smaller.
I know what I'm doing.
It's really hard to do that for me because
I know what I'm doing.
I can toe to toe with you.
And so in that case, because I'm that way,
I think I'm better at defending myself in
that respect, but they think that they
can, and in their office, they're used to
pushing people around because they're the
boss in their office.
They've got these nurses, they've got the
front desk staff, they got, not here.
No, that makes sense.
I mean, you're right.
You're right.
I mean, I'm sorry that happened to you
though.
So let's go to some questions here.
So one question that we have is, what is
the best way to handle an adult bully,
especially in a scenario that's a little
more difficult, such as a family member or coworker?
So I actually handle these two things
differently.
And both are super challenging because of
their complexity.
So I have a friend who has a sister-in-law
who's a real troublemaker.
She likes to stir up drama, cause problems
for people, especially if she doesn't get
everything that she wants.
And it blows my mind why her family just
doesn't stand up to her.
Well, I realized after a while that
they're all just terrified of her.
They don't want the
tables turned on them,
if they go against her.
So that's why they don't stand up.
She uses fear to get away with despicable
things and none of them are beneficial to
anybody except her for the record.
So I know it's hard, you know, in this
case, you know, but I don't know that I
would, I would not just remain silent
because one person is a bully.
That only feeds their fear.
That is a great trait to have.
When you see something, it's true.
When you see something, say something.
Yeah!
Because bullies, they tend to thrive on
the fact that people are scared of them
and no one's going to challenge them.
Right, right.
Well, and in this case, you know, anytime
we did challenge, it would like be, she'd
come down double time.
Like it would just be, it's so crazy, but
it happens.
As far as a coworker, so there's often
office politics at play, you know,
especially with women, because there can
be a high level of cattiness.
I find that most workplace bullies are
insecure in their job, so they tear others
down to make themselves feel superior, you
know, or justify their shortcomings.
It's all about control.
But my advice here would probably be a
little bit different.
Like, unless this person is causing
serious damage, and that can be the case.
But I found it's easier just to play nice,
meaning keep your friends close and your
enemies closer in a situation like this.
Humor them.
Be their friend.
You know, confrontation can be really
tricky in a workplace, and it could
trigger more issues.
Again, politics, you know?
But every workplace is different.
I find another tactic is always helpful to
strengthen your network of people at work,
whoever can be your allies.
You have to be careful and I call them
frenemies at work.
You can have, you have to understand and
know who your frenemies are and who your
friends are if you even have any, you
know.
Some people just are nice to you to find
things out so they can spread things
around about you or just enough to add
their own little spin and spread that around.
So you have to actually know who's in your
best interest as opposed to who is
actually, you know, talking to you because
sometimes talking to you doesn't really matter.
Right.
It’s really what their intentions are,
100% what their intentions are.
So I find at work though, if you know
that, if you know the differences between
those two, I think you're pretty much in
the clear because you're going to limit
what you say around the
frenemy.
Right, right.
You’re gonna limit even your time
around them when youhave that frenemy.
So as opposed to someone who actually
genuinely is in your best interest.
Whereas, so that's, that can easily, if
you know that information, I think you can
easily navigate that in your workplace.
Now, in that family situation, I find
avoidance to be the best tactic.
Mm-hmm.
Because,
I'm not quiet where I will really,
I can, I can start a fight.
You know, it's, it's just best if I just
don't say anything, just maybe a hi.
Maybe that's it.
I can go all day and look right past you
and not say a word.
That I can do that.
No problem.
I am petty that way.
Okay, so what if they're bullying another
family member, or something like that?
Okay, so if they're bullying another
family member, I'm gonna step in.
Okay.
Yeah, I'm not, no, no.
Then I'm gonna step in.
But I mean, if they were bullying me, like
if they were trying to bully me, like you
don't exist, like you don't need to exist.
There is nothing that I need from you.
That makes sense.
That's good.
Not everybody can do that.
But if I'm gonna defend you, if I see
someone getting picked on like bullying,
like I see this and I let it go once to
see if it like a one-time thing.
But if I see that this is going, you know,
you keep picking on that cousin, no, we
gonna have to have to talk.
We gonna have to, no, that's it.
That's not happening.
Mm-hmm.
And that's something we're gonna cover in
our next question in a little bit here.
So question is it's a combo question.
You know, what do you think is the
distinction between someone just trying to be funny?
And then they're taking it too far and
becomes bullying and what about the
distinction between bullying and people
who are just being rude?
Well, that's the thing.
It's a one, if someone's just trying to be
funny, if they're playing a joke, you
know, then they're not gonna continuously
do it.
It's a joke that they try to do that
obviously wasn't good, but they try to do
it one time, you know, that's it.
They attempted, it didn't work out, you
know, and it's over.
It becomes bullying when it's intentional
multiple occasions.
because then they know what the outcome,
see the first time when they did it, they
weren't sure what the outcome was gonna
be.
They're trying to be funny and so-and-so
didn't think so.
But when now they know what the outcome
is, so if they're continuing to do it, so
they know what the outcome is gonna be,
and now it's intentional to get that
outcome, that's when it becomes a bully.
That make sense.
What about being rude?
Would you say it's the same thing?
No, I don't think bullying and being rude.
Being rude to me is just someone with
disregard for your feelings for something.
They're just probably more about
themselves, that kind of thing.
So I wouldn't say that was bullying.
Bullying to me is an intent to have a
certain outcome that's a negative,
seriously negative for the other person.
I totally agree with you.
The funny thing, it's passive aggressive.
Like it's not funny, it's hurtful.
There's a scene in show that I'm watching
and the mother constantly picks on her adult daughter.
She calls her Dumbo, fatass.
And when the daughter gets upset, she's
like, don't be so sensitive.
I'm just kidding with you.
No, she's not.
She knows it upsets her and she's
inflicting pain, which is classic bully
behavior right there.
The people thing I agree with you, like
some people just don't even realize
they're being rude or like maybe they're
having a bad day.
You know, there's nothing about you.
But like you said, if they're intentional,
you know, repeated, that's when it becomes bullying.
Right, if we had called her, you know, a
dumbo, and then like for the first time,
and then the daughter didn't like it, and
she's like, oh, you know, and she doesn't
do that again, because now she knows that
the daughter doesn't like it.
But she does it anyway, knowing that her
daughter doesn't like it.
That's the difference.
Yep.
She's gonna get a reaction out of her.
Mm-hmm.
All right.
So number three, what safeguards or
boundaries should exist to prevent cancel
culture from turning into a vehicle for
bullying?
So.
For those of you who aren't aware of what
this means, I thought we should define that.
It's basically a call out culture.
So what they're trying to do is remove or
cancel people, whether they be a group, an
individual, an organization, due to an
action that they find objectable.
So they're calling them out.
And those that are being canceled are
typically, it's done usually on social
media because they can magnify that public
knowledge, you know.
Celebrities, political leaders, they're
usually targets of this.
So, huh, you know, while it allows for
some sense of accountability, it's also
just online bullying, you know, when you
think about it.
And the irony to me is that I think it
actually caused more damage than the
offense being called out.
So I don't know that this tactic would
bring any real like social change.
It's just leveraging social media to cause
damage.
So, you know, how
do you prevent that?
Like for thing that I would say is, um,
don't believe everything that you see.
You know, it's so easy for something to go
viral and then you take it.
You know, for what it is and don't jump on
the bandwagon too.
Like that's the other thing.
Like I see that all the time.
Just because everybody else is doing it.
Well, they haven't looked up the facts.
Like jumping on the bandwagon, they're
assuming that what Sally Sue said is correct.
Mm-hmm
You know,
so we're in a culture now where a lot of
it is you're guilty before you actually
have the facts.
You have that snippet of things that have
happened.
Now, there are things that are absolutely
terrible.
You know, that people have done that, okay, like
something terrible to a child, yet, you
know, they're a choir director.
Get them from around people, you know.
That's something like, you know, that's
something that takes immediate action that
needs to be done right now.
But most of the things are not, you know,
not something that needs to be taken care of right now.
It really could take time.
And there are two sides to every story.
That's the other thing.
you're seeing this video or hearing this
person talk, and it's usually, unless you
see, unless this video is showing me
specifically writing this hate, whatever
thing, like I am doing it, and you can see
me doing it, like there's two sides, like
that is a definite thing, what you just
saw just there, but most of the time it's
something I said, well, why did I say it?
What did so-and-so say?
You know that.
Was it a reaction, or was it really a
hateful thing that I said?
Yeah.
You know?
So there are two sides to every story.
So I agree with you as far as stop jumping
on the bandwagon because maybe what Sally
said wasn't true.
Maybe Sally didn't know what she was
saying wasn't true because she heard it from Jill.
That I think the problem is people don't
rationally think, you know, because
sometimes it's just about what they feel
is true to them.
Like, whatever fits their
narrative.
You know, and people can go on social
media and tell a one-sided story.
And it puts power in the hands of the
wrong people.
I know somebody who came to me, she was
referred to me from a client because, um,
her employer fired her saying she made a
racist comment and not only did he fire
her, he sent out a letter to all of the,
um, the people at that agency.
He posted on social media about it.
Um, and she was just
beside herself because the context when
she explained it to me was completely
different than how he was framing it, you
know, and the fact that he went on social,
she had so much trouble trying to find
another job because of this.
Like it's just awful what people can do.
It is, and that's what I was talking
about.
Was it a true thing or was it a reaction?
What did the other person say?
Like that kind of thing.
And the racist, you know, and antisemitic
things that are happening right now, you
really need to hear the whole story.
Sometimes, or sometimes a person just
needs to be educated, especially the older people.
Sometimes they really don't know.
Like they don't, they're not trying to be
racist.
Like this is just how they were brought
up.
Right.
This is the terms that they think that
they should be using.
Whereas now, if someone tells them
differently, they would, you know, adapt
to such things.
But so, remember to talk about intention.
It is about intention because that is
everything.
That is, that is everything.
Intention, intention, intention.
Totally, totally agree with you.
Yep.
All right, so how can you confront someone
who is displaying bullying behavior?
Well, okay, I know it depends on where
they are.
If they are displaying bullying behavior
as an adult, and this is somewhere
locally, I prefer to confront them face to
face.
Because back in the day, we didn't have
all the, this is what you did.
We didn't have social media that I hide
behind.
You gave them a call, you went to their
house, you went to wherever they hung out.
You know, I know Jill's gonna be at such and
such tonight.
Okay, I'm gonna go there because we need
to talk about this.
I'm gonna confront her.
But in this day of social media, if
someone's bullying you online, that's
where you just have to leave it because...
You're not going to Indiana if you live in
Pennsylvania.
Just to talk, that's not worth it.
That's weird.
So in that case, I would just have a
dialogue back and forth.
If they're not reasonable, usually within,
I can figure it out within the first few
back and forth if they're going to be
reasonable or not.
See, there's a point when you have to know
that you're just wasting your time.
No matter what you say.
And to that point, to that point, if that
kind of person is the person you're
talking to, you have to understand that
they don't matter.
Their value goes way down.
Because if they're gonna act like that,
they don't have the sense God gave them.
And so you need to devalue, if you had
value to that person, their value just went way down.
So it doesn't really matter at this point.
So now they block them.
Whatever you need to do to get them out of
your life, because nope, you don't need that.
You do not need that.
You have to understand that is not part of
your narrative.
Mm.
I wonder how many bullies are reasonable.
Have you been in a situation where you
confronted a bully and they were
reasonable and it resolved the issue?
Actually, yes.
Good.
I had a bully who I confronted her, and
her issue with me wasn't valid.
She just didn't know it wasn't valid.
If she would have just, we would have just
talked it out in the first place, like
none of it would have happened.
So that was the thing.
Logic.
You can tell when someone can process
things.
Some people are just stuck on it.
They've got this thing in their mind.
They're just going to be stuck on it.
And if they're going to be stuck on it,
then there's no talking to them.
There's no reason for them.
Just bye, that kind of thing.
But sometimes, like in this situation, it
was actually a misconception.
It was just, she thought one thing was
happening when it really wasn't.
Okay.
Okay, well it's good that she stood
corrected then.
Yeah, so it was fine.
And after that, you know, I mean, we
weren't friends, but we just didn't bother
with one another.
It was fine.
So I'm going to go a little bit more
granular in what you just said.
As far as confronting a bully, my husband
and I, we've been going therapy together,
basically our whole marriage.
We think it's just a positive thing to do,
more dealing with like aging parents and
whatever's going on in our personal lives.
And my therapist had us read a book about
narcissism and dealing with different personalities.
And she gave us advice, and it's kind of
like three tiers of what you do.
So when you're confronting someone like
this, it's a I statement.
And it’s three points.
So first you express your feeling in that
I see I am feeling whatever that is.
And then you express what you want with
whatever that outcome or action is,
another I statement, then you actually
lead them to the next step or timeframe.
So this I statement thing, it actually
eliminates pointing the finger, like
putting that person in a position where
they're feeling like you're accusing them.
And that's going to have them fly off
right away, they're going to poke the bear.
So it’s better to talk in first person
and be clear about what you want.
So I feel uncomfortable when and I would
like XYZ to occur and I will whatever that outcome is.
And I think that's a great way to handle
things because it puts the burden on you
not back on them where it's more likely to
be inflammatory.
That makes sense.
Yeah, that does make sense.
Because when you approach them, actually,
they're already defensive.
You don't have to say a word.
As soon as you approach them, they are
defensive because they don't know what
you're going to say and they assume it's
going to be bad, which is probably true.
But so they're already on the defensive.
So that would help to defuse the situation
prior to, you know, it's like, oh,
Okay, she's nicer than I thought she was
gonna be.
You know, that kind of takes them back a
little bit.
Yes, it keeps it from escalating
unnecessarily.
It really does.
And sometimes that still doesn't work, but
it works a lot better than the
alternative, you know.
Well, if it doesn't work, I will say this,
if it doesn't work, just walk away.
Just walk, if you're in the in-person
situation, if you're talking with them,
like things don't go well, just walk away.
Over, done with, remember now, you've
tried to be reasonable.
That didn't work out apparently.
Bye.
Yeah, yeah.
I think some bullies can be a little
psychotic, you know, like they don't
tolerate, they don't like the fact that
you ignored them now.
Oh yeah I can
ignore you really well.
And that's more difficult, you know,
because then they retaliate even worse.
They don't like it.
They let they respond to the fear that
you're giving them.
And if you don't give that to us,
sometimes that bothers them too.
So.
Yeah, I've heard the phrase, you are dead
to me.
Have you ever heard that phrase?
Yeah, okay.
So yeah, that is the phrase that you can
use.
Now, I want people to know that if any of
this ever gets physical, that is a whole different podcast.
Like that is not what we are talking
about.
We're talking about over the internet,
things that you're not touching anyone,
people are not touching you.
Okay, so that's what we're talking about.
I just want to clarify.
I’m glad you made
that distinction.
So we have time for maybe one thing that
we're seeing.
There is a girl that's on TikTok and she
talks about her experience with hate comments.
And as we just talked about bullying is
like so popular online because people can
hide behind that screen, you know, and
they don't think their actions have any consequences.
You know, influencers, content creators,
celebrities, you know, they face it a lot.
And it's, you know, I've had videos
that went viral, and it’s rare
that one viral video would not have at
least one hate comment.
And I know from my video, it had almost a
million views, and I probably had
30% of the comments really negative, but I
expected that was gonna happen.
What I like about what she says is, when
people go online and they bully like that,
it shows more about them than it does
about you.
You know, the person that they're
commenting.
So bullying, it's not a bragging right.
Like, I don't know why people would, she
called it a flex.
I've never heard that before, but it makes
sense.
It's not a flex, it's not a bragging right.
It's nothing to be proud of.
It's a weakness.
I'll go with you on that.
A weakness in the respect where, first of
all, why do you have that much time?
You know?
Why do you have that much time?
Why are you that interested in doing that?
What kind of life do you have?
What does that say about you?
Would you not rather be snuggling with
your loved one or even with your cat for heaven's sakes?
You know, would you rather be, don't you
have to go to the grocery store?
Don't you have to go to work or some kind
of income, something like don't.
How do you have time for all of this?
So that probably says if you have that
much time for you, someone else to be in
your life, take up that much space in your
brain.
First of all, that makes me feel very
important.
Thank you very much.
Thank you very much.
But I can do that to you with no effort at
all.
With no effort at all.
Second of all.
You live a really sad life that you have
that much time to be able to, you need a hobby.
Yes.
No, it's very true.
I think these people don't have a life.
They just get online troll all day and
that gives them some sort of sick power.
Yeah, get a job or do something
productive.
Something!
Well, we're coming to the end of this
podcast, Vixen.
Is there anything else you'd like to add
about this topic?
No, I think we pretty much covered it.
I will say though, if someone does
physically start to hurt you or your
family, don't try to take that on.
Go ahead, I mean, don't get me wrong,
defend yourself.
If it's to that point, like, oh, you don't
start it, but you finish it, okay, in that respect.
But go to the police, go to the authority,
go to your teacher, like make sure someone knows because,
that's a whole different level that you
don't want to be in.
Right, absolutely.
And once you go down that road, it's
really hard to go back.
Like if you allow that kind of behavior,
it's gonna continue.
Yeah, there's never in that case, there's
never a oh, he was having a bad day or she
was having a bad-- No, because what if they
have another bad day?
You know, it's not like I said physical
that's something else because that can
really get you hurt or killed. So you
really need to take care of that immediately.
No forgiveness in that you let somebody
know take care of that
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