PODCAST TRANSCRIPT
Welcome to season two of the Light Her
Project podcast, Real Women.
Real talk.
I'm Rachel Strella.
and I'm Vixen Divine.
Welcome back to the new season.
This season we are actually really excited
because we're going to be a little bit more bold.
Vixen and I, you know, we're really just
testing how this whole podcast thing would
work out, you know, and we loved it and I
think we got some great feedback and now
we realize we really want to speak our
truth even more.
So one of the things that I love about
Vixen and I is we have different
viewpoints about, well, pretty much
everything, but we're respectful of each
other, you know, and I hope that our truth
and our variety will resonate with all of our listeners.
We’re like the odd couple.
Yes, we are.
We really are.
But hey, we got something you can't
emulate.
Right, it works.
Well, we're going to dive into a little
bit of a different topic today.
We're going to talk about the depths of
personalities and more along lines of like
introverts versus extroverts.
Because like I said, Vixen and I are very
different.
So just for fun, you know, how does an
extrovert introduce themselves to an introvert?
Extrovert says, hey, let's hang out
sometime.
Introvert.
Sure, I'll text you.
Exactly.
It's so true.
We're like, hey, I just got here.
Anybody want to play?
Yeah, um, hey, the world needs different
people.
So I've got some great jokes that I found
yesterday.
Well, I'm glad that we were able to find
some things.
We found a lot of things on, you know, Dr. Google,
I like to call it Dr. Google.
Because Dr. Google knows like there's an authority on
everything, right?
Yep!
I find out every health ailment, which I
probably shouldn't.
Oh well, so all kidding aside, we'll talk
about these differences a little bit.
So this is like a fun sort of precursor to
the podcast, Vixen and I took a personality test.
We took it separately and well, I thought
we'd share our results.
You may or may not be surprised.
So as far as my personality test, I was
found as a logistician, fact-minded,
reliability cannot be doubted.
Okay, I'm 73% introverted, which...
That makes sense because I'm a situational
extrovert, you know, I can, I can come out
of my shell when I'm, you know, if I've
had a cocktail, I'm in the right environment.
So I totally, totally believe that.
What about you Vixen?
What did you find out?
You come out of your shell when you think it's
safe, like really, is really what it is.
I came out with, yes, I am an extrovert,
no surprise to anyone.
But I came out, my personality was called
the debater.
Quick witted.
And you know what, this was what I found
curious.
There are two different types.
There's the A and the B.
And that's the A is assertive.
And I noticed this, this is a thing where,
and I thought about it.
When you have someone who's an extrovert,
there's one of two types of extroverts.
There's the one who's like, oh god, here
comes Vixen.
She's going to be loud and boisterous and
oh my god, she's going to just, ugh.
Or the person who's also an extrovert, but
really just keeps it at conversational level.
And you know that life of the party that's
really annoying?
That's really loud and annoying, that's
also an extrovert, but that's a different
type of extrovert than I am.
So I didn't realize there were two types.
And I know both and the the former is the
one where you really have to take them small doses
Yes.
But I am an introvert, like just almost
half the time, like 39 % of the time actually.
Okay.
So you actually have a little bit more of
the other quality than I do.
So like I'm, mine was like 73,27 .
So that's interesting.
But you don't come off to me as like the
loud party type.
Yeah, so yeah, there's a lot of other
really interesting stuff in here.
But one thing that Vixen actually
called
to my attention was the celebrities that
kind of match up with so Vixen.
At first she told me Weird Al Jankovic,
okay, and I thought well I guess it kind
of makes sense but didn't she say Celine
Dion?
Well, here's the thing about her.
She is like when Renee died, her husband,
she wasn't afraid to come out and speak about it.
And think of her fashion sense.
Like she'll dress, like we'll look at her
like she's crazy, but she's like, I'm wearing it.
You ever see her?
Like she is like that.
But I'm going to say she's that reserved
type.
Like she's an A like me.
She’s... I don’t think she’s loud and
boisterous like that type of assertive.
Right.
Right.
That makes sense.
And there are some other ones that are like more
well known, you know, like Tom Hanks,
Like, not some celebrities that almost
everybody knows or has heard of.
Well here's somebody I didn't, I wouldn't have
thought was necessarily an extrovert.
Muhammad Ali, everyone knows him, but
I'm thinking that he's the other one, the loud and boisterous one.
He's an extrovert as well, but I'm
thinking he's the other type of extrovert.
Funny how that is.
Well, we don't know them.
We feel like we know them because we see
them on TV or whatever, but don't know them.
So that's what's great because sometimes
it could be just in character.
I actually met him one time,
Muhammad Ali.
Okay.
It was not a pleasant experience, I'll just
say that.
And he was drunk and he was loud and yeah,
it was in a restaurant.
So he had already had, I think drinks
before I got there.
So it wasn't necessarily the best, but
like I said, he wasn't getting fight
ready, you know, or anything at this point.
You know so. He’s doing his thing, you know
everybody gets to do their thing.
But I could definitely see how that,
other side of personality came out.
I could see that yeah. I mean, if you're a little too far over
the edge, you just flip over to that other
personality is kind of like, you know,
just a flop when you've had that last
drink that was probably the last one you
shouldn't have had.
Well, as far as my celebs, Sting, and I
mean, I heard his music and stuff, but I
don't really know anything about his
personality.
Denzel Washington, and Natalie Portman.
It's funny, I was telling Amy, my EVP about
my celeb matchups yesterday, and she's like,
Oh I can totally see the Natalie
Portman thing.
I mean, I am who I am.
Denzel Washington though, I did not see that
coming for an introvert.
I didn't see it coming.
I mean, I know he's not out in the
spotlight.
He's not loud like he plays his parts
and that sort of thing, but I just didn't
see that coming.
I don't know, he kind of always seems a
little more reserved.
So, hmm, I don't know.
It's just funny, like I said, you see
people on TV, they're a character, you
know, so you don't really know, though.
The real them.
So that’s kind of interesting.
I thought that was a lot of fun.
While we're thinking about celebs who are
like one personality or the other.
So kind of surprised or not surprised.
So introverts.
We have Bill Gates, Elon Musk.
That...that’s interesting.
I can see that though.
I think if I'm not mistaken, I think he's
at least a bit autistic.
And the way I understand, like that's what
Dr. Google says.
So that makes it true.
Okay.
Google knows all.
So that's where I heard it.
So.
There's Lady Gaga too.
She's an introvert.
Which, you wouldn't think so when you see
her on stage, but when I've seen her in
other things, like I could tell, you know.
Okay.
And no surprise here like Julia Roberts,
you know, I kind of feel like that
she's also more on the reserved sort of
side. What about you?
What celebs match up with you?
Are you surprised?
Oh, you're ready for this?
I got one for you.
I got a couple.
And I'm not surprised, but the celebs that
I found, they seem to be political.
Interesting.
Political.
And you know, we're standing and I could
see us being political people that stand up on our soapbox.
We got a lot to say.
So Winston Churchill.
Yep, okay, all right.
Ben Franklin.
Dr. Martin Luther King, and here's one you
ready for this one?
Bill Clinton.
So this doesn’t surprise me.
Politicians need a level of of extroversion to
able to politic, you know, to blog, to be
out building relationships, to get those
constituents to, you know, work with them.
And they have to have thick skin.
They do.
They do.
They have to have thick skin.
So there's a level of debating and like we
are the debaters, right?
There's a level of debater, but you have
to have that reserve style to be able to
listen to your other opponent to be able
to respond appropriately.
I agree with you.
Well that doesn't explain some other
politicians, but that's a topic for another day.
So this is a fun little exercise and you
know one thought that I've been thinking
you know as we talk about this and just
about some of our personalities with you
and I, Vixen, and you know do opposites
attract?
Do you think that we get
along well because we’re not the same.
I do, I do.
I feel like for us, it's like a fill in
the gap type of thing.
And all you guys out there think about
this, I think you might find this the same.
Whereas if you have a friend or a spouse
or someone you're around all the time, how
you are and how they are not, it's like
then you can match and fill in the pieces.
The legos don't fit if they're exactly the
same.
They have to be that opposite to work.
Yeah.
I never really thought of it like that, but I’ve been
watching the show, you’ve probably heard of it,
probably seen it,
Love Is Blind on Netflix.
And, you know, I just started watching it
literally week ago and I'm already at the end of season two.
So, been binging.
And it's funny seeing these personalities
and like the reason they work well is
because they're so different.
You know, and they just met each other.
Well, actually, they hadn't even
physically seen each other before they
were ready to propose.
You know?
And then they go and they have like
basically about less than a month till
they're actually married where they're
getting to know each other.
And that's where you start to see where
the opposites are sometimes annoying but work.
I think it’s an interesting--
in a show like that,
I've seen like pieces of it, but not like
the whole thing.
But shows like that, I feel like that's an
intellectual relationship first.
And that is something and some
personalities are really strong at that.
If you like, for instance, for you,
someone who's an introvert, that show
sounds like it's perfect because you don't
actually have to be right there with the
person, but you're still get to talk to
them.
Whereas an extrovert, we're like trying to
see through the curtain.
We're trying to see through the
curtain.
I could see that! There’s like a safety in not
being able to actually to see the
person. Sometimes I miss just talking on the
phone, everything is now video, Zoom.
You know so, it’s just easier to express your feelings
while everyone can’t see you.
Right.
It’s that emotional connection that they're
building there too.
That makes sense.
That's a good point and probably why I'm
addicted to the show.
But that's okay.
I mean, it worked for a lot of people.
I mean, these shows are very popular, but
years ago, before the whole video, Zoom
thing, that's what you did, right?
You got somebody's phone number and you
called them and you tell, I know, right?
Like what?
You called them and you talked to them
before you even went out.
No you know what’s funny is I-- there’s like
1 or 2 clients that I still have phone calls with.
Because I had them established well before,
you know, Zoom was a thing.
And now my team also participates in the
calls.
But when we're on the calls, it's hard to
know who's supposed to be talking and
when, because you don't
have now that physical
recognition that we're used to because
we're used to seeing people and kind of
gauging the room but there's just silence
and then we all start to talk at once.
Then everybody talks again.
It's like we don't know, you can't tell by
the body language, you know, who's talking.
So it's funny how much communication can
change when you're so used to being able to see people.
It does.
It makes a difference.
Like even on the Zooms and we can see each
other and you're right, you can look at
somebody's eyes, you can gauge their body
language, but you know what?
I don't know when you were talking on the phone
and you didn't have that, it still was just like a vibe.
You either got the vibe or you didn't.
And so you knew.
So that's what I think that that show
seems to be like.
Like you're either getting the vibe or
you're not getting it.
Yep, it totally reminds me of being a
teenager talking to boys on the phone.
Yeah, totally.
I mean, I think it's great.
I think it's a little scary to think what
they do, but it's a great show.
Yeah, opposites, yeah.
So my husband took the personality test
too, and his wasn't too much different from mine.
We're actually a lot more like, which is
kind of scary, but we work well together.
But we fill in the blanks for the things
where we kind of like, one is more than
the other, you know?
And that works out well because like, I'm
the planner.
Organize everything's got a place, you
know, and he needs that because as much as
he's like really works hard he needs that
like Organization because he'll just work
and work and work and work and not even look up
and like oh I didn't get it these
other ten things done yet because I'm
still working on this and I'm like no no no
you gotta go, move, come on, next thing.
It works, you know.
I am, my introvert does come out because I
have to be the planner of my household
because my husband just can't.
He just can't.
So it's like, I have to plan dinner.
I have to plan.
He can still be home.
It's like, he can't make dinner.
You mean “can't.”
Yeah, I can't.
I forgot how to cook.
Oh how convenient!
He and I think he just, you know, we're
just getting older.
He's like, I really don't.
People will survive if I don't cook like
that kind of like that kind of thing.
And you know what we do.
We do.
You always have those sacrifices you make
for the other person, you know?
Here in Penn State, Saturdays, all the cats run
and hide.
You know, like, that's a sacrifice I make
because my office is in our main room and
he's throwing the football and furniture
is getting knocked over.
It's like those things where you make
things work, you know?
So, it's funny, I was just researching
stuff and learning more about this topic
and there are actual personality types
that are attracted more to certain kinds of animals too.
So, like I have four cats and cats are
actually known to be better, like they're
more compatible with the introvert
personality whereas dogs are more
compatible with the extrovert.
Absolutely, there is no way I would have
cat.
There is no way that that cat gets to sit
over there.
No, no, no, no.
You don't get to make that decision.
So yeah, I can totally, absolutely see
that because, mm-mmh.
I thought
it was fun.
I didn't give it to any other animals but
I'm sure there are some quirky things that
explain a lot of personalities.
I have a guy on my team that has a
hedgehog, you know, cutest little thing.
Oh okay!
And his personality is quite quirky.
I hadn't considered that one.
I hadn't considered the hedgehog.
Honestly, I did not.
So let's see here we got a couple of
things we can talk about and I think that
Vixen you might particularly like this
one.
You know how do you think that self -care
changes for different personality types.
Well, for an introvert, for instance, in
self-care, they're first of all going to
consider other people.
You're going to consider what other people
are doing, where they are, time of day,
like that kind of thing.
So you're going to kind of set it up to
make it because you're an introvert.
You probably don't want people seeing like
what you're doing, you know, because it's,
whereas an extrovert,
I'm going to make the plan.
I'm going to tell you when
I'm going to do it.
Whatever you're doing,
oh, well, you do you.
I'm doing me.
I'm doing it at this time.
It doesn't matter.
So the type of planning that is made
between the introvert and extrovert is
definitely going to be different.
Mm-hmm.
And I think how we actually unwind is
different too.
I think introverts tend to be more like,
I'd rather take a bubble bath and read a book.
And extroverts, they get energy from other
people.
Maybe their idea of self-care is actually
just a night out.
That is, see, that's the other extrovert.
Okay, that's a party animal.
There's party animals there.
That's not you.
My, when I say like for me, for self care,
when like I am liable, the only reason I
consider you, see this is you, this is
your fault.
The only reason that I don't show up in
like a sweatshirt and a face mask on is
because I know you don't like it.
Because see, for me, that's me considering
you, because I'm like that, I do that.
And I know you don't like it, but for me,
like I don't care.
So I get the same thing.
Look, in my mind, I'm like the same thing
is gonna come out my mouth no matter how comfortable I am.
So I would be doing self care and talking
and reading.
Like I do it all at the same time.
The older I get I feel the stronger
importance of self-care.
Learning my personality and others like it
gives us space without feeling like maybe
this person doesn't like me you know like
the one who wants to hang out all the time
I'm just like ehh. Once a year is plenty for me
you know and I feel like now that I'm
older too it doesn't really matter like
they're not like oh man Rachel she's a snob.
You know, nothing like that.
Like it's more like just something that
evolves, you know, once you learn yourself
and where you are in relation to other
people.
And I don't think I've ever had anyone
take offense because I didn't want to hang out, you know.
Yeah you're not a snob, you just don't want
anything to do with them.
As bad as it sounds, right?
That is perfectly acceptable.
You know that that person crosses your
limit after 20 minutes.
You've accepted that.
Yeah I mean, but there are people I like to
hang out with, but it has to be when I'm
in my limited extrovert mode.
Now is that predictable?
Predictable?
Sort of.
I feel like that’s not predictable.
Like when you’re gonna be an extrovert.
Well, sort of.
When I'm working during the day, everyone
that knows me.
You could ask my family, my in -laws,
don't bother me when I'm in my work mode.
Don't just stop by and say hi.
I'm in my mode.
You know so.
But when I'm done with work.
And when I can actually relax, I come out
of my shell more, I can feel relaxed, and
I want to socialize sometimes.
I'll talk to my neighbor for hours,
randomly.
So it just depends on what I have going
on.
If I've got a high stress or high focus
situation, it's really hard for me to
break out of that because people want to
hang out.
And you need to concentrate.
Yes, yes.
Yeah, it's different.
And I would love to know from the people
out there, leave it in the comments, what
your trigger is to either, if you're an
extrovert, what's your trigger to be an introvert?
And if you're an introvert, what's your
trigger to be an extrovert?
You know, what situation do you need to be
in to be an introvert?
Like if you're an extrovert, like what is
that for you?
I think, and I know for me personally,
it's like feeling comfortable in my environment too.
Like I need to know everybody who's there
and what role they have, you know.
So when I'm going to like a networking
event, that's high stress for me.
I need to really know
what's going on.
Right, unpredictable.
Yeah.
Yeah, that no, that that makes perfect
sense because you're kind of on guard.
If you don't know how you can be because
you don't know these people yet.
Right.
Yeah.
Yep.
Yeah.
Once you get to know them, then you know.
Then we can kind of bring it down.
Well, I hope the audience does respond and
let us know their triggers.
Do you have a specific trigger?
I do.
When I'm in that room with like say a
network networking event and I'm in that
room and I don't know like half the
people, I'm a watch and wait.
Oh, I believe me when I'm watching, I am
watching.
I'm observing before I open my mouth
because I'm going to open my mouth appropriately.
But once I do, don't don't come out there
wrong because we're going to debate about it.
We're going to talk.
We're going to talk.
What they say, we're going to talk about
it.
We do have some things in common then,
because I mean, I observe it, you know,
and things like that.
So, and especially in a new environment,
like I need to get a lay of the land
before I'm going to jump in and start
talking to people.
That's interesting.
But then you know, if I'm talking to that person
and we start, and then a few minutes I
start getting more and more comfortable.
And then I start really like, all bets are
off.
All bets are off.
You might turn into a party animal mode.
So I cannot confirm or deny that I have
been on tables, okay, with a drink in my
hand and not even, wait a minute, and not
even have alcohol in it.
It doesn't need to have alcohol, okay?
I've seen it.
I've seen you dancing.
We were talking about Barbie and
you had your scarf and got to see
she’s naturally just like that
when she’s in her element.
I’m just happy you feel so comfortable with
me that you can dance around.
No alcohol necessary.
Everyone needs some of that
We’re coming closer
to the end here.
Trying to think if there is anything else
we should really touch on.
I do want the audience to know and to
understand that.
I wasn't always an extrovert.
Like it was something that was learned.
Something that the equivalent like back in
the day, we didn't know what a mantra was.
Okay.
They just told you the same thing over and
over again.
We just, that's what we've tagged it as
later on in life.
But so if you are an introvert or an
extrovert and like you want to be the opposite,
Or because sometimes you're an introvert
and you really need to have some little
more chutzpah to help you with your, like
your job, to help you take that position,
to, you know, to give it a try.
Understand that it can be learned.
It can, it can be learned.
It doesn't have to, don't feel that you're
stuck that way.
If that's not the way that you want to be,
um, understand that it can be learned.
And there is, um, there are some
classes and some learnings and things that
you can take to be able to, coaching even,
to be able to help you get there.
And so we weren't always, everyone's not
born this way.
That's a good point.
I'm thinking and discussing this that more
people that are introverts would want to
be extroverts or have extrovert
personalities or traits than the opposite.
I think so.
I think so because we are, someone who's
an extrovert is really usually a go-getter.
Like they're not afraid.
They're like, does anyone in the room want
to, we're like, me, me.
I'll do it.
I'll do it.
So, but the introvert is not that quick to
move if they move at all.
So they kind of miss out on the
opportunity.
So that is one thing I'm noticing
also in my practice, because I coach
people, talk to people also.
What are we doing while we're on the
table?
So I've been hearing that for years, and
I'm actually working on remedying that,
like helping people to remedy that,
because I see way too much of it, and
you're losing revenue.
Bottom line, you're losing money because
of that.
And you can turn it on and turn it off.
You just have to know how to turn it on,
like what your trigger can be.
I totally agree with you there.
I do because if I'm in the mindset that
this is what I want to accomplish today,
even if it means I'm not comfortable, I'll
get it done.
You know, I'll be at a networking event
all day.
I'll be exhausted afterwards, but I'll be
on as much as I possibly can.
All right.
Well, I'm going to end with a little joke
here.
And this is so true. I talked to a couple
friends about it yesterday.
So I read it in this little site about
jokes for introverts and it said, you
never fully realize how anti-social you
are until a pandemic strikes and your life
does not really change.
Okay, okay.
I agree.
A lot of people had to overhaul their
whole setup, their whole life.
Me, nothing really changed except my
husband started working from home every other day.
That was pretty much it.
Okay, you know what, that was very true
what you just said.
Me, yeah, my life definitely like
completely changed everything because I
couldn't go out.
Oh yeah.
I had a lot of revenge people after that,
like revenge travelers,
revenge people who wanna
go out and do things.
So once everything opened up again, I was
first person to run out the door.
Oh, well, thank you for everybody for tuning into
the podcast and thank you Vixen for coming back
for another season with me,
I think this is gonna be a lot of fun.
You can always follow our conversation online,
you know with the hashtag.
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